My Faith
I have been struggling with my faith and beliefs for a long time now. It's been many years since I've really felt the Holy Spirit inside me or felt like I had a connection to God. I've gone to church and prayed or at least said the words to pray. I've been reading Christian books and devotions. But nothing...its like that part of me is just dead...or asleep? I used to be so deeply moved by the Spirit. I was so close to God. So I've been thinking I'm still like one of the baby Christians still needing milk, not yet able to eat meat. I've looked at others and thought I wish I could be like them. They are so strong and their belief and faith is so good. Recently, very very recently, I began to do my daily quiet time a bit differently. Instead of reading a Christian book or a daily devotion and trying to figure out how it concerned me, I thought maybe I should actually read the Bible. But when I open the Bible its like a foreign language. It's boring. I do